26 Y.O. + Still Learning

Wow, it’s been a while. You turn around and you find it’s been three weeks since your last post. Hope everyone out in blogland is cool. I’m good. Just been busy. Been doing a lot of thinking and reflecting. I recently turned 26 (on February 15th). It was truly one of the best b-day’s ever. I was taken out to lunch, had a surprise b-day celebration, and hung out with some friends at a cool bar & lounge in DC. I was tore up (and I mean tore up) for the first time in my life. I had a good time though (and that’s all that matters). The tickets for the MJB and Jay-Z concert also went on sale on my b-day. One of my friends luckily scored some the same day and I’ll be tagging along. I’ve never seen either artist live so I’m really excited about it.

Though I’m a year older, I still feel the same. I don’t have any qualms or issues with growing older. I embrace it. Seeing those numbers change each year is a blessing. Just being able to get up each day makes me happy. It’s as simple as that. Family, friends, good health, job, a home, food, clothes, etc. all make it that much sweeter. At 26, I know there’s still more to learn. I’m a student–in this life, for this life–for life. Still so many places to go, so many things to do, so many people to meet. Wherever the journey takes me–that’s where I’ll be.

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More to come later. Until then…. Peace & Many Blessings!!!

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Now playing: Chaka Khan – Super Life
via FoxyTunes

Politricking

They’re up politricking on the hill,
Taking lobbyists’ dollar bills,
Claiming they keep it real,
When they can’t give us something we can feel.

They make promises they can’t keep,
Forgetting that what they sow, they will reap,
Lyin’ to themselves and others to get a seat,
But when it all falls down the incumbent will get beat.

Your approach is haughty and self-righteous.
You come off cocky, act like you’re the second coming of the Messiah.
So sad—people caught on to bullshit,
Discovered you were only looking out for personal interests.
You’ve got it bad and that ain’t good,
Got the nerve to say you were misunderstood.
You give politics and government a bad name.
Liars, thieves, cheaters, adulterers, and politicians—
People will say they’re all the same.

You’re oblivious to the people you represent;
You act like this is a game when it’s a commitment.
You constantly cut and run and confuse the masses with doublespeak,
While your quest to save moral values has only divided and made us weak.
The time has come,
And the people see you for what you are.
They’re ashamed they let you get this far,
But when the time comes they know exactly what to do:
Find the next best thing and get rid of you.

© 2012 BuddahDesmond

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Now playing: Janet Jackson – Feedback
via FoxyTunes

In Lieu of MLK Day 2008

This past Monday marked the celebration of Martin Luther King Day. Martin Luther King Jr. was a man who gave of himself unselfishly. He devoted his life to the fight for civil rights and equality for all. He led a movement that forever changed American society (and the world). His is a legacy that left an indelible imprint on the hearts and minds of millions. His current depiction however, seems to have many people believing the “I Have a Dream” speech is the only reason why we honor him.

As many leaders before and after him, King was a complex man. People seem to have forgotten, or they simply don’t know, just how much he (and many other civil rights activists) did for us. How hard the battle was. How in the face of adversity he remained steadfast. He was a man with a mission – a calling if you will. He was committed to the cause. Determined to do all that was necessary to bring about change in a society that was plagued (and still is) with social ills. My words here, I admit, even fail to do King justice. But it pains me to see his life and his contributions being whittled down to the “I Have a Dream” speech.

If King were alive, I do wonder what his thoughts would be about our society today. In many ways it seems as if we’ve turned into what he feared the most – a divided society. The haves and the have-nots. The rich and the poor. The well-educated and the poorly-educated. White and Black. Or White and Everybody Else. The very things he was fighting against are the things that separate us. With all this talk about “change” – let’s see which of the current presidential candidates will actually stop talking about it and be about it. Martin Luther King, along with many other activists and leaders of his day, set the tone. If you’re going to name drop and throw out the “change rhetoric” then you need back it up with action. Only time will tell if any of the candidates (and any us) truly see the light.

Past, Present, and Future

I often wonder if our ancestors are pleased with our progress.
Looking down on us, would they hold their heads high in praise or bow them
down in shame?
Would they feel that everything they fought for was in vain?
Would they feel we are living up to the legacy they’ve left behind?
It’s a valid question, considering the disparities within our community.
There are disconnects between generations and classes,
Between faith and moral values,
Between the revolutionary and the righteous,
Between traditional and unconventional,
Between family and community.
Sometimes it seems like we are ghosts of what we were before.
The shades of greatness remain,
But the people have yet to figure out how to channel its power.
All is not lost, yet not all is fully realized.

I hope that our ancestors have not given up on us, the way we have given up on
each other.
I hope they feel that we all can come together to believe and dream and fight to
win again,
Because it’s there—
It never left.
We were born to survive in even the bleakest situations.
There’s still time to mobilize.
There’s still hope and faith that we can get it together,
and bring everyone to the same place again.

We just can’t forget about what was.
We can’t forget about who fought the many battles and won.
We can’t forget about our ancestors.
We must think of them
Because they are why we are here,
And why we must go on.

© 2012 BuddahDesmond

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Now playing: Kenna – Daylight via FoxyTunes

Buddah’s Thoughts

Just some things that have been running through my mind.

  1. I don’t make new year’s resolutions. I make life changes. And there will be many changes made in the very near future.
  2. Well, it looks like DP and I may be living in the same state again sometime early next year. I’m getting excited! I’ve missed having him near dearly. Once the dates are finalized I’ve got to start planning for his return. I can’t believe we’ve been together for a little over two years now.
  3. Don’t you just hate office politics? They can put a damper on an otherwise satisfying work experience. I do my best to avoid them at all costs. I keep all my personal business to myself. Cause the worst thing you can do is tell it to the wrong person. It’ll spread around the office quicker than the speed of light. And people can use it against you.
  4. Considering recent events, is the nation (and the world) really ready for the U.S. to have its first black president? With all due respect to Barack Obama, I’m just not convinced that it’s his time yet. Of course, the primaries and the general election in November (and events thereafter) will tell the story.
  5. Hell, is the nation (and the world) ready for Hillary Clinton to be president of the U.S.? With all due respect to rapper/actress Eve, Hillary Clinton is the “real pitbull in a skirt.” Need I say more?
  6. I liken Huckabee, Romney, Giuliani, and even McCain to revolving doors. They swing more ways on issues than a bisexual in the bedroom. Now, there’s nothing wrong with changing your mind. There’s nothing wrong with broadening your perspective. And there’s nothing wrong with changing your opinions or views on certain issues. There is a problem however, when these things are changed to gain the support of a group people for votes. If people can’t except you for all of your glory, excess, foolishness, and pain, it’s their loss.
  7. After reading about Benazir Bhutto’s assassination, I had an eerie feeling that some real serious shit is about to go down. Everybody beware.
  8. If I hear about another celebrity being arrested for a DUI I’m going to go on vigilante campaign to exchange celebrity driver’s licenses for chauffeurs.
  9. Looks like Paris Hilton got cut off. Grandpa is giving 97% of his fortune to charity. See what happens when you show your ass and dirty up the family name?
  10. I love Mya like the next fan, but seriously, what’s going on? She’s been pushed back more times than a Kelly Rowland record. She called her new album Liberation and now she’s like a caged bird that nobody wants to hear sing. Now, her single “Ridin'” was okay (at best), but “Ayo” and “Lock U Down” were garbage. Come a little harder next time Mya.
  11. There were some really great releases in 2007 for music. I was really surprised. Some release days I just went for broke. I was like a kid in a candy store. I couldn’t decide whose album I wanted more so I just bought everything.
  12. If I had to tally my favorite R&B/Soul releases from male artists this year, the following would be on the list: Rahsaan Patterson (Wine & Spirits), Musiq Soulchild (Luvanmusiq), Ne-Yo (Because of You), Mario (Go), Trey Songz (Trey Day), Tank (Sex, Love, & Pain), Chris Brown (Exclusive) and Joe (Ain’t Nothin’ Like Me). Though they lean a little more on the jazzy side, I can’t forget about Will Downing (After Tonight) or Raul Midon (A World Within A World). Hope I’m not forgetting anyone….
  13. Aside from the singles already released on Jill Scott’s latest album The Real Thing, I love “Crown Royal,” “Epiphany,” “All I,” “Whenever You’re Around,” “Come See Me,” “How It Make You Feel,” and “Just Wanna Be Loved.”
  14. I love the new Janet song “Feedback”. It’s very different. Totally left of what’s expected of her. I must’ve listened to at least 100 times since I got it. Can’t wait to hear the new album Discipline, to be released February 26th.
  15. 2008 looks like it could be a banner year with new releases from Mariah Carey, Whitney Houston, Janet Jackson, and Madonna. Mary J. Blige has set the tone quite nicely. If all goes well, it’ll feel like 1993/1998 all over again. Looks like they’re about to put all the divas-in-training back in their place!
  16. 2008 will also mark the return of several other noteworthy favorites such as: Maxwell, Erykah Badu, Lalah Hathaway, Teedra Moses, Van Hunt, Lenny Kravitz, Faith Evans, and Mos Def to name a few.
  17. Isn’t it funny now how all the pop artists want to be down? Seems like every pop tart wants to make urban album with urban producers. I’m not hating but….YAWN!
  18. I absolutely love Phyllis Hyman (and I mean love!). She’s legendary. Which is why I was so happy when I came across the website for the book Strength of a Woman: The Phyllis Hyman Story. This biography was written by Jason A. Michael. I’ll be checking this book out real soon.

And finally, have a very happy new year! May the year ahead be everything you want and more.

Peace, Love, and Many Blessings!

~ BuddahDesmond
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Now playing: Joss Stone – Bad Habit
via FoxyTunes

Simply Wondering

Lately I find
You coming across my mind
More often than I’d care to say
It’s been some time
Since we’d last seen or spoken to each other
So it should be okay
If I care or wonder how you are

For a short, but significant moment in my life
You were the one
It was a love we shared
That I’d never experienced
Or could compare to anything before or after
I’d found happiness
In a new and exciting way
I’d found another way to spend my time
Without worry or apprehension
I didn’t mind making
Time for you

So when our lives shifted us into other directions
I was saddened
Deeply hurt
But I knew it was best
For both of us
We had to move forward
We ended on good terms
But since that time
We lost touch
And I was simply wondering
How you were
What you’ve been up to
And if I could still call you a friend

Though I may not be in love with you
Forever, I’ll love you

~ BuddahDesmond

Happy holidays! Be safe. Enjoy!

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Now playing: Keyshia Cole – Give Me More
via FoxyTunes

Tag! I’m It….

Sean Stone tagged me. The rules of the game are:

  • Link to the person that tagged you and post the rules on your blog.
  • Share 7 random and/or weird facts about yourself.
  • Tag 7 random people at the end of your post.
  • Let each person know they’ve been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

1) Contrary to popular belief, I’m very shy. I’ve always been. It’s not as bad as it was when I was a kid though. When I’m in a new environment or in a group with people I don’t know well, I sometimes have a hard time opening up and reaching some level of comfort.

2) My shyness may have something to do with anxiety. Though I carry myself in a confident manner, I can be self-conscious. I don’t want to make a fool of myself or say the wrong things. So I’m very careful of how I conduct myself.

3) Since I was a kid, I’ve had prophetic dreams. These dreams have included visions of future life events with people and in places that I’ve actually encountered. And when these events happen, it’s like déjà vu (“I’ve been here before….”).

4) I’m oblivious to the attention I get from people when I’m out. It usually takes people I’m hanging with to say that someone is checking me out or trying to get my attention before it registers.

5) Though I went to school for IT, I have a love/hate relationship with technology. Though many of our favorite technologies have become modern day conveniences, they lose their luster when you find out those who created them failed to consider the negative impact and disadvantages when these technologies are used for malevolent purposes. And those who feel the fallout from this the most, tend to be us, the consumers. With technology, the focus should be less on money and prestige and more on value, quality, security, and usability. (I could go on and on about this but I’ll save this topic for another day and another post! ☺ )

6) Since I was 11 or 12, I’ve written close to 900 poems, songs, short stories, and other prose pieces. I’m not one to boast but this is an astounding feat even to me. The issue I continue to have is figuring out the proper avenues for my work and the best route to go with publishing – independent or mainstream. I’d love to devote more time to this but the regular J-O-B is taking all of the limelight. ☺

7) Looking back on how much of my life has been devoted to performing, writing, and art, it’s much easier for me to express myself creatively than otherwise. It’s definitely a divine gift. I’m the vessel through which the creativity and the artistry flows. It’s not me—it’s through me. And I’m eternally grateful to the Creator for that.

Tag! You’re it!

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Now playing: Millie Jackson – All The Way Lover
via FoxyTunes

H-A-P-P-Y

Happiness seems to be a fleeting thing as of late
The closer I get to it the further it seems to move away
I know you can’t find it in others
And it rarely, if ever, can be found in tangible
     possessions
It’s a right we all have
But many seldom find

In my case
It’s a longing and loneliness that haunts my existence
That nothing seems to distill or quench
I hunger for things I have to wait for
I thirst for a time in my life when I’m completely free
     of the past’s pull and society’s bite
I’m yearning for something I think is simple

I’ve got a history of high expectations and asking for
     too much
And it’s even surprising to me when the conditions
     are met
But this is simple in a conventional and spiritual sense
Nothing too complex
     (or so it seems)

I guess I’ll just have to dig a little deeper
Look inside a little longer
Till I find all that adds up to being
     H-A-P-P-Y

~ BuddahDesmond

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Now playing: Annie Lennox – Primitive
via FoxyTunes

Relax, Relate, Release, Regroup!

It’s about that time. I feeling the need to get rid of some dead weight. I don’t need the start of the new year to signify change. It’s just a feeling that you get when you know you’re veering off track. You’ve been led astray and you’re trying to get back to where you need to be. Somewhere amidst graduation, the new job, the relationship, moving, traveling, and all of the family/personal drama – I got lost. I got caught up. I lost focus on what I set out to achieve. I let everything (and everyone) dictate what my existence should be. But no more! Never again. As the saying goes, “I may be down but never out!”

I know this is shorter than my average post, but sometimes being concise is the only way to get the point across. I’ll be back with another post within the week. Hope everyone in the blogworld is well. Until next time…. Peace, Love and Many Blessings!

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Now playing: Teena Marie – Ooo La La La
via FoxyTunes

Current Loves (of Music That Is)

The state of music today is…. Uhmmm…… Hmmm… It’s…..? For one of very few times in my life I am speechless. But I will say this…. If you’re listening to mostly mainstream music, then it’s understandable when someone says no one makes good let alone real music anymore. But the truth is people are still making real music. The problem is exposure. The crop of real singers and musicians only get airplay on certain stations and video channels. If they’ve been in the industry for a little while, it’s a miracle if they’re even getting any airplay. So if you’re looking for substance, you need to look under radar. Here’s a small sample of what I’m digging right now.

Teedra MosesComplex Simplicity
Teedra Moses is one of the most underrated singer-songwriters in the game. She’s written or co-written songs like Christina Milian’s “Dip It Low,” Mary J. Blige’s “So Lady,” Macy Gray’s “Finally Made Me Happy” and Trina and Kelly Rowland’s “Here We Go” to name a few. She’s released several mixtapes. And her music’s been featured on Noah’s Arc. She has a funky, sassy, and soulful style that manages to be both sweet and street (think Cherrelle or Pebbles meets Mary J. Blige). Her music sits somewhere between hip-hop soul and neo-soul. She holds nothing back lyrically (especially on songs like “You Better Tell Her” and “Backstroke”). And she’s no slouch vocally either. She uses her smooth, sexy, flexible soprano to great affect on songs like “I Think of You,” “You’ll Never Find (A Better Woman)” and “Outta My Head.” Having been released in 2004, it’s a shame this record failed to get the attention it truly deserved. But no fret here. Word of mouth, her songwriting, and live performances are helping to get Teedra Moses where she needs to be. With the next release The Young Lioness upon the horizon, johnny come lately exposure is never a bad thing.

Urban MysticGhetto Revelations II
You can’t help but to feel this brotha. It’s all in the voice. A voice that evokes the spirit of Sam Cooke, Otis Redding, and Wilson Pickett. He has a raspy baritone that’s raw, passionate, and soulful. He’s able to make you feel every word. It’s everything your favorite soul singer is capable of. Urban Mystic is an old soul who easily mixes the old school with the new school on songs like “It’s You,” “Where Were You?” and “Let’s Make a Change.” He’s at his best on gospel-tinged ballads like “I Refuse,” “Your Portrait,” and the Sam Cooke remake “A Change Is Gonna Come.” He’s not your average male R&B/Soul singer (thank God). His talent goes much deeper than many of his contemporaries. Now, only if he can get a few platinum records.

Chrisette MicheleI Am
I love Chrisette Michele. Absolutely love her. I think I’ve listened to her music everyday for the last month-and-a-half. Aside from Teedra Moses, I have to admit–I haven’t felt this way about a female R&B/Soul singer since Jill Scott came along. If you aren’t familiar with her name, you’ve probably heard her beautiful voice on Jay-Z’s “Lost One” and Nas’s “Can’t forget About You,” “Still Dreaming,” and “Hope.” If you’ve lost all faith in R&B/Soul music, it will be restored after listening to I Am. She has a voice that evokes Billie Holiday, Sarah Vaughan, and Natalie Cole. Though she has an admirable range, she doesn’t need to resort to vocal acrobatics to emote (a lesson that many of her contemporaries need to learn–well the ones that can sing at least). Aside from the singles “If I Have My Way” and “Your Joy,” standouts include “Is This The Way Love Feels,” “In This For You,” “Golden,” “Work It Out,” and “Be O.K.” She’ll be in DC this weekend at The Black Cat and I’m going to do whatever I can to be there.

Vikter DuplaixBold and Beautiful
There are so many adjectives to use to describe this Philly brotha’s music. Vikter Duplaix is a singer, songwriter, producer, musician, and DJ. He composed the score for the DL Chronicles and has produced music for Vivian Green, Musiq Soulchild, Jill Scott, and Erykah Badu. His music is what I’ll call, electronic chillout, lounge soul. It’s lush and can be very sensual (Duplaix will definitely set the mood right). Using both electronic and organic elements (and his sexy voice), it mixes hip-hop, soul, funk, jazz, Afrobeat, and drum ‘n’ bass. Duplaix’s music has the versatility and otherworldly appeal of Sade and Andre 3000. If you like them, along with Esthero or Lisa Shaw, then you’ll more than likely love Duplaix’s music. Highlights include “Stimulation (with Ms. Saigon),” “Fade It,” “Another Great Love Gone By (with Esthero),” “Nothing Like Your Touch,” “I See The Sun (with Tye Tribbett & GA),” and “The Way That I Feel.

AmerieBecause I Love It
Ok. You’re probably thinking, “Something here doesn’t quite belong.” Well, I can’t help it. Everytime Amerie releases a new album, I seem to fall more in love with her. Because I Love It is her third release, only available on import in the US at this point. Like Kelis, she’s on a label that has no idea what to do with her and she seems to get more love overseas than in her own country. This album also is the first without production from longtime collaborator Rich Harrison. Amerie wrote, arranged, and produced much of the album herself. It’s actually quite good. She channels her love of 80s music on many tracks like “Some Like It,” “Crush,” and “Crazy Beautiful.” She also includes more ballads and mid-tempo tracks this time around like “That’s What U R,” “Paint Me Over,” “When Loving U Was Easy,” and the inspirational “All Roads.” And you know she couldn’t stray too far from her signature sound–aggressive drums, heavy percussion, layered vocals–on tracks like “Hate 2 Love U,” “Gotta Work” and “Make Me Believe.” Because I Love It does a pretty good job at showcasing the many sides of Amerie and her love for her art. The real kicker here will be seeing if this record gets an actual release date here in the US and decent marketing. And once it’s released, how well it will do in setting her apart from her contemporaries.

Robin ThickeThe Evolution of Robin ThickeI agree with Jill Scott in that soul comes in all colors. Gloria Estefan, Celia Cruz, Bonnie Raitt, Joan Osborne, Janis Joplin, Bobby Caldwell, Hall & Oats, Teena Marie, Lisa Stansfield, Swing Out Sister and Jon B all have/had soul. Robin Thicke is another name to add to that list. Who would’ve thought that Alan Thicke’s son would grow up to be a soul singer? Well he did and turned out to be a pretty damn good one. It’s apparent that Thicke grew up listening to a lot of soul music. You can hear shades of Marvin Gaye, Al Green, Prince, and Stevie Wonder throughout. However, it’s remarkably his own effortless style. (Take note Timberlake.) There is not one bad cut on this album. It’s sung, written, arranged, and produced very well. I’m willing to go out on a limb and say The Evolution of Robin Thicke is a modern masterpiece. He’s going to be around for sometime. And the music, I’m sure, will only get better.

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Now playing: Chaka Khan – The Drama
via FoxyTunes